Threat of Exposure
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IMDB rating: 4.40 Plot: Dr. Daryl Sheleigh (Sean Young), is smart, beautiful, sophisticated, and in trouble… she’s a psychotherapist / hypnotherapist whose clients have begun to mysteriously disappear. Badger (Will Schaub) Welldon is working undercover with the police, he poses as her patient looking for clues about four missing men(which also includes his younger brother). He’s confident when he first enters her office, with no intention of revealing anything about himself… as the therapy progresses, boundaries are broken. Disturbing secrets from Badger’s past emerge, and a compelling bond develops between Daryl and Badger. As Badger’s feelings deepen, so does the chilling evidence against her… will she be the one to remove his loneliness or will she be his executioner? |
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Actors: Schaub Will,Devane William,Thomas D. Paul,Thriller,
Porn addiction is destroying my life please help. (older peoples advice)?
I am sitting here at 25 wondering where it all went wrong i had so much love for life at one time but now i dont know if life is worth living at all.
I feel that when i wake up iam still dreaming only its a nightmare, my mind is so heavy i feel like iam dead, just going round in auto mode. I cant remember the last time i smiled and it was actually genuine.
I dont get out anymore i have one lousy friend who is not supportive whatsoever, the other friends i cut off along the way due to depression.
My exposure to porn started when i was 12 and that and eating was my outlet for any pain i went through in life. I had to deal with a shitty stepdad who always put me down and played tricks on me.
My mum eventually died when i was 14 and it crushed me, she was my world and when i needed her most she was taken away from me. 
I was still very sheltered from the world at that point and it was hard trying to adapt. I moved in with my dad who didnt handle responsibility well and i quickly grew up. I made sure i never touched drugs or got into trouble.
But little did i know the real threat was the porn which i slowly became more and more exposed to.
Now i feel i have let my mum down, the person she once knew, the bubbly happy go lucky boy has gone and i worry i will never get it back.
My social skills have gone out the window and even though i would do anything for anyone and wouldnt harm a soul i just feel bad inside.
My confidence as a person is non existant and my self esteem is low, i feel even worse after i confided in a friend who was just a user and he just took the mickey out of me which made me feel worse, i cut him off.
When iam low i either eat or turn to porn which is ok for a bit but then i feel worse and spend to feel better its a viscious circle.
I just want to be happy again, and achieve my dreams but at the moment i feel i cant go on i dont know what it is that is keeping me alive.
I dont know if its hope or something else i just seem to keep going on, however i cant keep living like this.
Please help me i only want to be happy again achieve my dreams and then put it back into the community.
10 points for the best advice.
Sorry for the length and i thank you so much if you do read it and then answer.
thanks for the advice so far, and iam not the one thumbing people down.
Masterchief your answer was a waste of your time and was of no help at all.
The key word in your question is "addiction". You are a slave to a master you no longer want to serve, but you can’t escape.
By what you said, there isn’t anybody you can turn to, at least nobody that cares about you.
You have "wired" your mind by returning to the same thought and behavior patterns. Some people can’t stop smoking, not because of the addiction factor, but because of the pattern set over years.
Your addiction is both psychological and physiological. Your physiology is responding to the thoughts in your psyche. After 13 years it is a somewhat deep seated behavior pattern, but you can defeat this monster.
First (and this may seem silly) stop drinking milk and eating ice cream. The female growth hormone rBST administered to cows to make them produce milk longer has an effect on a small percentage of men making us uncontrollably horny. I happen to be one of those men, so I know what you’re going through.
Second clean house. Get rid of everything in your house that feeds your addiction. Porn magazines, pictures, sex toys, EVERYTHING.
Third, get help. Make an appointment with a pastor at a non-denominational church, and lay it all out to him. If it’s a large church, they may have a support group. This won’t cost you a dime. Christians are there for the sole purpose of helping you. Take their help. You need it.
I’ll pray for you at this end. Feel free to write me through Y/A.
Pilgrim | Jul 29, 2009
If you are aware of it’s no use, then why follow it. Rather watch movies with scientific base or join some activity to divert your attention.
*~PPP(s)~* | Jul 29, 2009
You should really go to therapy or at least a support group.
Sage | Jul 29, 2009
you know you can be addicted to a lot more than the stuff you drink/smoke/snort/inject/etc. this is an addiction and you need help to overcome it. if you do a google search for porn addict, i am sure you will find sites with helpful information to get you on the road to recovery. depending upon what you’re comfortable with, you might need group therapy, a 12 step program, meds, a whole variety of things. but i would recommend you take this one step at a time; make an appt. with a therapist (not psychiatrist, but licensed mental health counselor) and tell them what’s up. you are not a failure, you have not sinned, this is an illness and you need treatment.
all the best.
Mr. Ugly | Jul 29, 2009
i am pretty young, but my life has been crazy since i was in fourth grade. i had to re trace my steps. i had dug a hole around myself. i was thirteen and smoking pot and doing all this crazy sh!t. you need to find people that want you, that want your attention and your presence. when you have non supportive friends you tend to just kinda go everywhere. you seem like you have a lot on your plate. nothing will get better overnight, its a working progress. if you can confide in someone just sink into your thoughts and let it all out, bottelings things up can really mess you up. the porn gives you pleasure right? thats what you want, pleasure. find something that makes you happier. when i did drugs, i found something better. poetry and screaming it all out on my guitar. it’s a lot of mental activity in this, so tell yourself your not going to do it. find all the courage inside of you and just pull it out of you and live in it. because if you don’t, it becomes another viscious cycle. you try and you fail, you try and you fail. so give it your all, work your way back to the top. i was once in a giant hole, and one leg was in my casket, but i worked my way through it. so do the same, find yourself again, and work your way back up.
sohowestt24th | Jul 29, 2009
i doubt you get any helpful answers here, it seems real complicated and i think you need professional counseling. i think you should call a hospital and ask to speak to the social worker and he or she can guide you to the proper place even if you can’t afford it. good luck–god bless
older | Jul 29, 2009
Do you have little interest in things other than porn and eating? If you do at all, try doing those things, like if you enjoy nature, go out for walks. It’d be easy if a behavior meant something about your psyche and it could easily be fixed, but that’s not the case. The brain’s too complicated, and as much as I’d like to give you suggestions, I believe the only way for you to figure out your behaviors and get back on track is through talking to a psychologist (doesn’t provide treatment but does build a thorough history to explain your behaviors) or a psychiatrist (who will discuss with you and prescribe treatment).
You want to be happy again and achieve your dreams, so you still have that ambition. Maybe it is depression in the way; wish I could say and be of more help, but the only person who has the knowledge and experience to is a doctor.
People fall into slumps and it’s especially hard without many people to share your experience with, but please speak to a doctor. I hope I don’t sound like a parent; I’ve seen two friends deal with a combo of depression, anxiety, and ADD and it’s been extremely difficult, and at times I wanted to leave them so I wouldn’t have to feel pain. At times they are better, and at times they seem to be where they started again, but pieces are getting put back together. I hope you find someone who can help you do that. Good luck!
wheat_thin636 | Jul 29, 2009
Everyone self medicates but not necessarily in the same way.
It’s good that you are confronting your issues instead of ignoring them which, over time will probably get worse.
I think you will serve the community much better by being a happy productive individual, but for now don’t worry about other people so much. You need to be kind of selfish now and acknowledge that you have every right to take a piece of this world and live your life whatever way you want. There are no such things as circumstances, people create their own circumstances.
I went through years of terrible depression, and i still feel low sometimes, but ive learnt that its how you see things. I know this might sound corny but try reading some of those self-help books, the ones for confidence and achieving your dreams. It makes you put things into perspective.
I think you should see your Dr and explain how you have been feeling. Have you thought about taking medication? I hated the idea at first but now after taking it my life is back on track, i wouldn’t be here with out it and i wouldn’t be working towards my dreams. I take fluoxetine and it isn’t a happy pill but it takes the edge of the depression and makes me feel a bit lighter and more free to just live.
Please see your Dr and get this sorted out as soon as possible so you can be excited about your life. Think of it like a new beginning, a clean slate. That’s what i did anyway. Good luck.
Phaedra | Jul 29, 2009
The reason why I believe your doing it is because theres nothing else too do, am I correct? If I am then maybe .. Well don’t feel like you’ve let your mom down because believe me, I’m sure she loves you more then anything in this world my friend. You are a great person that I am certain of, one of the best things you can do is ‘take it one step at a time’. If you can accomplish one obstacle then why can’t you do it all. I know it takes time, and time stinks. But when you learn to deal with things and Accept them, you’ll learn to respect them =D. You will always have a relationship with God. He is always with you, and through his son Jesus. He has the most perfect love because its so unforced. You can choose to love him or you can choose not too. But anyways, You can always go up in this world dude. So why not wake up and love.
Hope it helps with love,
Mike
mike m | Jul 29, 2009
I think getting some help might speed up the process, but, I know how hard it is, as I too myself am suffering from a feeling of an all time low, to make the best out of everything.
Tell yourself that it is never too late to change yourself, you could recreate yourself to be a person that the whole world loves and enjoys, with plenty of friends and support. Start anew and remember, you CAN beat the addiction and those feelings that it will never end are just in your head. Once you start to realise those thoughts can be beaten and it is just you imagining the worse case scenario, you can begin to change. I know this doesn’t just happen, but with outside help, you will slowly begin to realise this, TRUST ME.
And remember that your mum will and always will love you no matter what, that’s what bonds are. Instead of giving in, think about a new you! Start exercising and making lots of friends. You won’t be like this forever, instead, find support from others, starting with a trip to the doctors.
Going to the doctors for help shouldn’t be embarrasing, it’s their jobs. Imagine a new exciting you, one that you would love to live the rest of your life as, have kids, and watch them have grandkids. You say you feel like there’s no point, but really, there’s no point in suicide either, think of it like this.
Suicide - Ends your pain, horrible thing to do.
Living on and getting help - Ends your pain, lets you enjoy life.
123clarity123 | Jul 30, 2009
An addiction support group could be very usefull to you. Please seek one out.
Also you can always, ALWAYS turn things around. Just because things are bad now doesn’t mean you can’t take hold of your life and make it better. Yes it will be hard, yes it will be difficult, yes you might feel like giving up. But if you truly want a happier more fullfilling life. A life your mom would be proud of then you really should give it a go.
I know you have it in you.
mastergongfu | Jul 30, 2009
How to avoid porn addiction on the Internet
1. Consider installing porn content filtering software( Strongly Recommend NetDog ,you can get it from www.netdogsoft.com ) on your computer. it will help to protect you from stumbling into pornography by accident, That’s important.
2. Do not try to guess what the address of a Web page is. Many pornographic sites have similar addresses of respectable sites. For example www . whitehouse . com is a porn site. The real address is www. whitehouse . gov
3. Never click on Web site addresses that you receive in an unsolicited email.
4. Do not open attachments that come in email that are unsolicited.
5. Use filtered search engines or reputable directories to find the information you need.
6. Do not search for terms like girls. Think before you enter a search term.
Stick with reputable sites.
If something looks questionable, don’t let curiosity get the best of you. Delete it or close the window.
Internet Porn Filter Software Resource : http://www.netdogsoft.com
helpyouhelpmehelp | Jul 30, 2009
just admit it that you just a wa*ker and move on with your life,it’s no point denying it hence why you keep watching porn so you can jerk off.giving all this bullsh!t,jesus christ,get a life man everybody has a sad story to tell but you don’t hear me moaning about it,fcuks sake get a job meet people get laid,do all this and stop wasting time listening to people who don’t know you giving you their 2 pence advice as if you going to listen to any of them in the 1st place,to me you just a waste of space so just deal with it,it’s easier to live in a world of misery than to get up eeveryday trying to earn a living and respect so what you doing is a cop out to exist andnow you moaning to me that’s a no no.
Edit….It was helpful it just that you don’t realise it
Masterchief | Jul 30, 2009
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